Happy new year 2⃣0⃣1⃣3⃣

Nearer we are,It's high time of valediction
Sigh of end,wait for new beginning
Sandy hit us hard,but Mayans proved wrong,
Somewhere in the end,we lost humanity,
Disappointments came,enriched us with experience,
We can always begin new,do the new

Paradox of life,will always be metaphor
Let's enjoy tonight,
Where fireworks of joy,blends with stars of light,
It's whole new era,awakening of vivid new world,
Let's live with zest in mind,wisdom in heart,
Let's ditch dirt out,smile hard with essence of purity,
May past meet us in memory,
Our life meet horizon
LET US WELCOME NEW,
LET US WELCOME THE NEW BEGINNING,

WelComE 2⃣⭕🕐3⃣

Finding me in my self

All in sudden the world feels great,
Just In another second I get lost
Fragile Pendulum of heart ,
Swinging on poles of happiness n sorrow
Feels like its the scrutiny of fate,
Making me walk through fire
In the wake of forever of rejoice,
I jumped through every hurdle
Knowledge brought me scepticism,
But I stood tall with conviction
Whenever comes the last supper,
Held my head high I will walk to die
Whatever does it take,I will get there,
The crazy world around,left me no choices
Falling to hell,I will climb back to heaven,
What ever it takes I will,
Bringing true meaning to my existence,until I won't rest in peace.....



Rj

Kash yu ho jaye..

Vakt yun thamsa jaye,chehre pe jo muskan laye,
Aansu sare udd jaye,vakt jese guzrta jaye
Ummido ki subah,tan ko yun mehkaye
Har ek pal me yun,parinde gun gunaye
Har sham ko yun mehfil zagmagaye
Tam tam taro me,chandni yun sharmaye
Mohobbat ki barish,man ki pyass bujaye
Ummido se bhari Aankhe,khwab kuch sajaue
Sangit ke suro me,ye duniya kho jaye
Yuhi bus hame Apni manzil mil zaye

State of the heart,straight from the heart

I curse every memory you gave
I regret every moment I loved you
I hate every second I missed you
You were not real,my feelings were false
You were never the one I wanted
And now u are just like unhealed scar on my heart

I never asked for you but you came
I didn't want you to go bt u flew away
Every times smile,it's an enigma
Now I m crippled,alone on path
Burying the pain in the dark
Autumn of love,was never meant for me

S-A-T-I-S-F-A-C-T-I-O-N > conceptualised

Now a days we hear everybody is unhappy with their life in one or other way. It's like part of satisfaction is lost somewhere .we humans are greedy , everything we have achieved is always been less to us,so we try to gain more.no matter in what way and at what speed we are destroying our surrounding environment and species. one thing what we need to understand is satisfaction never comes by fulfilling our desires which are virtually endless.it's like buying a new car or new cell phone you are never satisfied with same one and you keep looking for something better every time you go to the seller. Here, I would like to quote satisfaction comes in three way. It may be social satisfaction or professional or personal . social satisfaction is your repute in society. Professional is your work and personal Satisfaction is how do you feel about your life.your self.your work. In Steve jobs's way when you go to bed tonight and ask your self what I did today is it what I want to do with my life ? And of the answer is yes then you are satisfied. But question emerges here is why do we need to be satisfied with our selves ? What's the basis of satisfaction ?

To the date i have failed to find the perfect answer but in the process I have learned that satisfaction is not stationary. It's not a state which once achieved remains there forever.its continuous process;less like lake,more like river it self. It runs along with our virtues.karma , here also important is concept of happiness. Happiness is not the money in your bank account,it's not buying privet jet and roaming around.All I wanna say is its not physical but purely intellectual concept, happiness only comes through satisfaction in whatever things we do in our daily routine life.

But the question is how to satisfy our selves ? The simple answer is by doing whatever is right in different situation. People frequently argue that in many situations there is not just black and white area. There's always grey area where you can't find right answer. But here first we have to define what the right thing is ? How right you think is right ? Is it right if its good for you or it is right If its right for people around you ? If we try to answer every facet of this question the answer would become to complex and difficult to understand. Here also Steve Jobs might help,His speech at Stanford commencement in 2005 is one of the best I have heard; One part I liked most was that he said since past 30 years I used to wake up in the morning,stand in front of the mirror and ask my self what if today is last day of life. Things I m going to do today how would I do it ? Cause death is our greatest fear,In front of death you are naked you have no excuse. Cause instinct never lies or disappoints. You will always find right answer from within. This is not something hasn't talked about but fact is we never listen to that inner voice that leads us to correct way. Now why is that ? Because as the time passes as we are evolving more and more (I don't know in which way) we are being more and more self centred . Very little we care about the people who are inferior to us . It's not we are totally insensitive but when it comes to make decisions somehow we lose it find the way where our benefit lies . But remember this never brings you satisfaction .

Zindgi jile tu zara:)

Masum se ye dil ko yuhi mat roko tum
Chanchal se apne man ko yuhi mat roko do
Jilo is pal ko jo no na ho kal
Thandi hawao me, nadio k kinare
Shayad kabhi jina sikhlo tum
RAHO na yuhi udas tum,biti baate karke yaad
Zindgi jilo kuch is tarah se tum
Yado yun aasman me,jese uddte the panchi kal
Is dil ke chote se jahan me,yuhi udna sikhlo tum
Is masti bhare pal ko yuhi ruk Jane do na

My world

I will find my own way
Unaffected by the the world
Paint my own world,and brush it with my own colours
Filled with angles of happiness
Miles distant from sadness of devils
Where no rules abide me
I will fly free where ever I want to,where ever I like to
With the people whom I love and those who loves me
Making most of moment
Live the thoughts that drive me crazy
Will make God of heaven envy me
No boundaries to stop,no one to nag at
Where happiness will be religion,love will be god......

:)

:)feels great inside

I don't know where I'm heading to
But the journey seems great,

I don't know the path,
But somehow I'm not afraid to be lost

I'm wondering where I have seen before,
But forgot when u occupied my soul

There are thousands out there,
But I guess we'd make good pair

Girl,I have been seeing u for long
And I'm gonna tell you somehow all

Just wait on,hold a sec,
Don't run and find someone else

And I know I'm krazzy enough to think
That u were always will be mine

Begining

I didn't know what it was all about,
Had never heard before I was sixteen..

I never knew what life was all about,
Until they told something called love..

I asked them if were thousand around,
How m gonna find that special one..

Nd what they told left me amusing,
That ur heart will skip beat,
And your feet will be dancing..

I was wandering but I had no clue,
Had no idea in my head
Was looking for whom I never knew..

Dancing singing moving all night,
I had started dreaming of you..

Nothing except faith kept me going,
That's what they named magic of love..

And one day in the morning,
I was on my way to search you..

The first time I stopped and turned back,
And that's when I saw beautiful u..

Wandering in love

don't remember where it all begun,
But I find no way return.

Somehow u got hold of my mind,
And took away part of my soul.

You are incredible,
The one mystical,
U are all I was looking for Words fall short when i describe you.

Got no reason to believe you'll ever me mine,
But still my mind keeps lust wandering

I don't blame but my self,
The situation,
The situation is just out of control
And m afraid m losing It

Just wanna stop looking for,
All I want is keep waiting for
For u,not any one
But for you

wanna break all rules,
All binding taboos,
Wanna set my self free
To follow rebels,
All this to let you know,
How much I crave for you,
Till eternity I will wait for you,
Whenever u will cry I will be there for you,
All I wanna tell you is I love you i love you I love you

Once again

Once again I was wrong about you,
Once again I thought u were just the same,
Once Again I underestimated you,
And once again I made mistake

Once again life is playing with me
Once again I think I m being fooled
Once again that phase is gonna come
Once again I will cry

Once again god betrayed me
Once again I lost hope
But once again I will get up
Once again I will try
Once again I will play hard
Once again I will gamble

May be this time I will get through
May be this time u will understand me
May be this time god will help me
May be this time I get lucky
May be this time ....or
May be next time

Dreaming

Dreams

Darkness in the middle of the night,
Woke up with sweat all over mine,
Something just happened ,
And I was about to cry,
Cause I just dreamed you,
And you were leaving.

But I just wanna keep dreaming
Keep keep dreaming in love...

Trying hard not to talk,
But I know all I talk is you.
Wondering when u will be mine,
I go keep on asking ,
And everybody thinks me crazy,
But all I wanna do is...

Keep dreaming
Keep keep dreaming in love

Life's not always going to be fair,
And I know someday u will get away
But u will never complain,
Cause my heart is crippled by your love,
And I will keep dreaming
Keep keep dreaming in love ....



Rj

- revive me

It was summer and
I was broken
Wandering around with no way found.
Life was a mess as I was dreaded,
Until u revived me,until I loved you

I was lost and the truth was scary
Scars of love,left me wounded
I was betrayed and felt so alone
Until you revived me,until I loved you

When u were around, u brought hope ,
And I found way to fight,
I survived,It was you again all inside me
Now when I take breath I take you in
Cause u revived me,and I love you

So girl keep coming,keep smiling
Because I love you
Because I love you .....❤❤❤❤

Why?

Why do they say you don't belong to league,why do they judge your capabilities,why do they always shake your confidence,if not better  why do they make you feel like u are losing it.. Why don't they let out fate get decided by our virtues and perseverance not just by there ideology.. And after all this why do they call their selves our well wishers ..